An Update
The website is coming along very well. I have just finished the vrittis of Vishuddha Chakra. They were different to the ones I had before. I uncovered a whole different interpretation of the vowels within Vishuddha. That means the interpretation must also be entirely different. That’s as far as I have gotten so far.
I had a lot of technical issues that took a few frustrating weeks to fix. I spent the time working on heart chakra. I looked deeply, I found my heart’s desire, and I acknowledged it, and I was free! Whether my heart’s desire happens or not, doesn’t matter, my happiness is not dependant on it coming true. I’m glad I have admitted it to myself, as denying it gave me a hard heart. After a lot of work, working through the pain that I’ve suffered in my life, hidden, traumas from the past, eventually there was no more trauma, it all been worked through and assimilated.
We need to get over all that stuff and move on. If we are living in our trauma, we can’t live our life to its fullest. I found a space within my heart, as big as the universe. Within that heart-space, is unlimited potential and the entirety of existence.
While I was working on fixing the website, and fixing my heart chakra, they were knocking down the house behind me. It was really loud with huge machines as big as dinosaurs ripping the house to pieces.
I live by the sea. The enormous, corrugated iron house and shed covered the entire block of land, obscuring my view of the sea. I knew the sea view was there, but it was obscured by the house that has now been demolished, leaving behind a huge space and a whole view of the sea. Where once there was a house, now there is not a house. That space holds so much more than emptiness. It contains the sea and the sky and stars and the moon and the sun, when I look out through my window at night, I am looking into the heavens. All these things were always there, but they were obscured by the huge house, and now the house has been removed, the view is revealed. When we remove obscurations from our heart, we find our true self. It has always been there, waiting to be revealed.
When I focus on my heart, I can feel it whirling and spinning with joy, it glows like a full white orb of limitless energy from my chest
I have been learning so much while writing this website. I have been learning about the deities from the Shiva religions and the attributes that reside within the chakras. I have used several translations of the sacred texts to try and come up with a clear meaning. I have finally found a PDF version of the Serpent Power, an accurate translation of the text that the information we have on the chakras comes from. It was first interpreted by the theosophists and many misinterpretations arose about magical powers and physic mediums.
I have been finding a lot of discrepancies from misinterpretation of the Sanskrit and the continual sharing of that misinterpretation. There is a new linage that has formed that I refer to as new age, that can trace its beginnings back to the theosophists.
